2002-06-27 - 9:57 p.m.
The first entry. Woop-de-doo, let's have a big party. As you can see, I'm going through a surprisingly strong wave of boredom, so I decided to open an online diary.
Not much to say right now, unless I recap what's happened in the past week, which at this point, I don't feel like doing.
5:30 p.m.
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okay, since starting this diary only two hours ago, i've gotten into a depressed funk and found things to gripe about.
Main gripe: C is outta town. Outta state, actually, at boot camp. Really sux cause I want to be with him right now.
my mom's on my case like 24/7 these days, about college and getting a job and other shit. So's my dad, for that matter, he's trying to control my life or something. Doesn't like my choice of major for college, "how do you expect to make a good living if you go into music? What kind of position could you possibly hold in a music career? There aren't any positions for a musician..." blah blah blah.
Screw that, music's what I love to do, and there are plenty of jobs I can take as a performer.
I miss C.
7:48 p.m.
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great, another two hours have passed since the last entry.
Lord, I'm so bored.
Flipped on the radio, just surfin the stations for a good song...
"i will cross the ocean for you...."
"so the fcc won't let me be..." haha, finally a fun song! I need something to lift me outa my funk, and eminem's the perfect catalyst. One of my best friends, Ro and i have dubbed this "our song". It seems like whenever she's drivin me around in her car, it always comes on the radio.
Ch, my sister just said with all her venom that she hates eminem, but screw her, i've been nice to her too long today.
i just went in Y! chat, girls only room, and there's more guys than girls in there. hmm. my my the denizens are feeling catty tonight; it's off to the peep's lounge then.
Okay, i'm too introverted today to chat. If I could get out of the house without my mother asking "au-di gah?" (where are you going?) I'd be out late every night, instead of here, taking out my frustrations and boredom on the comp. Just watch, tomorrow I'll wake up and find myself with a heap of assignments to take care of chores.
*siiighh*
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