2013-06-27 - 3:03 a.m.
Damn you, lying piece of SHIT.
I hope you end up in Hell.
No less than what you deserve for what you've done to me. For the pain you're putting me through.
God damn you.
Two weeks so far, and I STILL struggle not to cry at work. STILL cry myself to sleep. STILL not sleeping any earlier than 4am. Some nights still can't sleep at all.
Damn you for making me love you. DAMN you for leaving me this way. Not a fucking WORD said. I had to find out you're fucking that WHORE from your MOTHER.
Damn you for that.
You were my best friend. My only confidant. I could tell you anything and told you EVERYthing.
Spent all spare time talking to you. The rest of it thinking of you. Making plans for and around the life I wanted to have with YOU.
Every joy, every sorrow I shared with YOU. You alone.
That's what you wanted, wasn't it? To be the one I relied on beyond all others.
Now you're gone. Suddenly my entire support system is gone. My entire routine, gone. Now my life is empty and I don't know how to cope.
Eight years. Our future together.
For that BITCH.
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